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The reason behind the change.

Tue Dec 29, 2009, 9:33 AM
I know I freaked a couple people out with the possible style change, so I should probably explain my reasoning behind it. I'll try to keep the emo out of it.

I guess the shortest way to say it is that I'm in a slump. I feel like a failure as an artist, and to be honest, I can't remember the last time I had fun drawing something. Working on the comic, or even stand alone pictures has become a chore; it's gotten to the point where all I'm thinking during the process is, "Put in as little details as possible, and get it done with."

I fell behind an artist I respect a long time ago, and it seems like ever since then I've been getting more and more depressed, and more unable to improve. (To the person: Please don't take this as me blaming you. I'm not.) A year's worth of work looks all the same to me now, and even the kindest of critiques upsets me terribly.

I've increased my dosage of antidepressants and am seeing a therapist, but I know that if I don't try to make a change, I might quit the comic and stop drawing. Thus where the style change came into question.

I know a lot of people didn't like the idea of it, but drawing in that style was fun for me, and afterward, I was in a very good mood. Both are things I haven't experienced in a while. So, I really think it is time to try something new.

Someone suggested I try anime realism first, like what is seen in Death Note... and I agree with them. I'm going to try that before I commit to a western style.

I really appreciate the people who are supporting me currently. I'm sorry to bombard everyone with emo. ^^;

--Kiki

  • Mood: Unhappy
  • Listening to: my tummy growling
  • Eating: cereal

...I need some feedback.

Sun Dec 27, 2009, 11:09 AM
I'm getting a lot of mixed messages, and I really want some feedback from the people who look at my art regularly.

People are always telling me that I should study realism and incorporate it into my drawings, whereas other people are telling me my art isn't stylized enough and that I should do it more. Then I have people telling me my art isn't pretty enough and that it's too functional, while other people tell me to keep making it functional and not worry about making it pretty.

I just don't know where I'm supposed to go with this. I'd really like some opinions from everyone. You don't need to placate my ego in any way, just... tell me what's wrong with my art, and what I should do with it. Thanks.

--Kiki

  • Mood: Hopeless
  • Listening to: Legend of Zelda songs.
  • Eating: nothing, yet.

Merry Christmas! 8D edit: mmmm, new ipod

Fri Dec 25, 2009, 11:55 AM
Edit:

I bought a nice new iPod Touch with some of my Christmas money, and a microphone to go with it. x3 And tomorrow I'm gonna get a cheap mobile plan so I can use it as a cell phone. 83 Even so, I still have a bunch of money leftover. XD

Also, why do I hate chocolate but love chocolate oranges? 0_o

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...to those who celebrate it. xD

How is everyone enjoying their holiday? And did you make out with a lot of presents?

I got more clothes than I will ever need, a watch, an electric toothbrush, an iPod speaker, a couple movies, and the kicker... 500 dollars from my dad. 0_o I'm not sure what to spend it on.

I've been up since six, though. Not awesome. DX Stupid little brother...

--Kiki

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  • Mood: Christmas Spirited
  • Watching: Dylan play on his new xbox
  • Eating: cookies

The final stretch!

Thu Dec 17, 2009, 2:06 PM
I have one more class, a final project, and a final paper due.

I'm in the final stretch! Wish me luck!!

I registered for classes as well, here's what next semester is looking like:

Monday: Intro to Flash Animation 11:45 to 2:30
Drawing I 3:00 to 5:45
Tuesday: Free
Wednesday: Digital Image Manipulation 8:30 to 11:15
Thursday: Intro to Literature 11:45 to 2:30
Friday: Free

Digital Image Manipulation is gonna be an easy A... they're teaching just the basics of Photoshop. 83
Flash is gonna be hard... I suck at animating in Flash D8
Intro to Lit I heard will be hard, as the teacher grades very harshly. Oh goody. =/
And Drawing... I'm taking to fulfill a requirement, not for my own leisure. XD

It'll be an interesting semester. Only one class that requires papers! 8D

--Kiki

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  • Mood: Love
  • Listening to: "Slutgarden" Marilyn Manson
  • Eating: soup, soon...

The Princess and the Frog

Journal Entry: Sun Dec 13, 2009, 2:38 PM
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I just saw it about 20 minutes ago, and all I can say is...


AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!! *squeals 14 times*

This movie already had a lot going for it. ONE, the first 2-D Disney movie in a while. (I really don't like the 3-D movies. Yuck.) TWO, Disney Princess movie! (I LOVE DISNEY PRINCESS MOVIES!) THREE, Disney breaking down another barrier and having a black main character. GO DISNEY! Even if the movie turned out to be so-so (*cough* Snow White, every 3-D movie ever), I was going to like it. But it turned out great.

If anyone was wondering what Disney was going to do with the very basic fairy tale storyline (like I was), here's a bit of a plot synopsis.

The main character is a girl named Tiana who has a gift for cooking and hopes to help her father open a restaurant one day. Unfortunately, he dies before his dream is realized, but Tiana continues to work 2 jobs and save up to buy an old sugar mill to open as the restaurant in question. She is teased a lot by the people around her for working constantly but she always tells them that to accomplish a dream, you have to work hard. Meanwhile, a famous prince named Naveen (had to look on Wikipedia to find out how to spell his name) comes to the city. Because he refuses to do anything other than party, his parents have cut him off from their fortune and he is forced to look for a job with his butler. Along the way they run into the villain, who apparently s named Doctor Facilier (even though throughout the movie he's called Shadow-Man) who tricks them into accepting a deal to get some more money. Naveen is turned into a frog, and his blood is used in a voodoo spell to disguise his butler as him. The bulter and the villain then become involved in a plot to marry the local rich girl, steal her fortune, and take over New Orleans.

During a party, Tiana has been dressed as a princess and runs into the frog Naveen. He believes she is a real princess and asks her to kiss him. After some hesitation Tiana does it, but because she is not a real princess, she is turned into a frog as well. Doctor Facilier and the butler come looking to capture Naveen again, but he and Tiana narrowly escape and are carried by a few balloons into the bayous where they are stuck, looking for a priestess who can hopefully turn them back into humans.

I absolutely loved this movie.I loved Tiana and the fact that she didn't sit around and wait for a man to make her dreams come true (like much, much earlier Disney princesses), but instead worked hard. Naveen's character development is also fantastic, when I wasn't laughing at his silly mannerisms and playboy attitude I was really enjoying watching him grow into a better person. The entire cast is great, Charlotte the rich girl was hilariously hyperactive and Ray the firefly was... well... AWESOME. <3 After Tiana, Ray is my favorite character.

ANYWAY. All my rambling aside, this is a great movie and a wonderful addition to the Disney Princesses. GO SEE IT. NOW. You don't have a choice.

My Christmas Wishlist!

--Kiki

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  • Mood: Love
  • Listening to: mall sounds
  • Watching: The Princess and the Frog 20 minutes ago <3

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I feel like doing another fake anime screenshot. Who should I draw? 

27%
17 deviants said I don't care. :)
27%
17 deviants said Vague spoiler screenshot plz
14%
9 deviants said Kijo
8%
5 deviants said Yasha
8%
5 deviants said Nekura
6%
4 deviants said Hisaki
6%
4 deviants said Kakon
5%
3 deviants said Makoto

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