I guess the shortest way to say it is that I'm in a slump. I feel like a failure as an artist, and to be honest, I can't remember the last time I had fun drawing something. Working on the comic, or even stand alone pictures has become a chore; it's gotten to the point where all I'm thinking during the process is, "Put in as little details as possible, and get it done with."
I fell behind an artist I respect a long time ago, and it seems like ever since then I've been getting more and more depressed, and more unable to improve. (To the person: Please don't take this as me blaming you. I'm not.) A year's worth of work looks all the same to me now, and even the kindest of critiques upsets me terribly.
I've increased my dosage of antidepressants and am seeing a therapist, but I know that if I don't try to make a change, I might quit the comic and stop drawing. Thus where the style change came into question.
I know a lot of people didn't like the idea of it, but drawing in that style was fun for me, and afterward, I was in a very good mood. Both are things I haven't experienced in a while. So, I really think it is time to try something new.
Someone suggested I try anime realism first, like what is seen in Death Note... and I agree with them. I'm going to try that before I commit to a western style.
I really appreciate the people who are supporting me currently. I'm sorry to bombard everyone with emo.
--Kiki
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